save me

seriously,i wouldnt have known a dead chicken scares me. it feels like a baby! and its head, the eyes kept staring at me! oh wells,other than that, cooking with my ahma's pretty fun.

you know how sometimes you watch serials,and everything's so DRAMAtic. right now,i wish a little of that could happen in mine. especially when everyone else is busy with work. sighs. im bored at home! anyone who's reading this (especially MEL FU!),haha,i think you're the only one who ever bothers to read this thing here, please entertain me! looking for job is reallyyy tiring. looking for some organisation to shadow is even more tiringg. boredom has made me bitter and complainy! for now im just thankful for a laptop to use for the next few hours before i head home where there's nothing for me to kill time, except studying for my SAT.